Monday, July 30, 2007

early monday morning.

sup y'all...

hadn't had a good weekend I guess. injured my ankle while trying bunnyhop 360s on friday, and on saturday I crashed and broke the fall on my left elbow while airing the big quarter at town. kinda fucked up it all up this weekend. ankle is hurting, my entire left hand is hurting and my heart is hurting...

i don't really much to say except for this to that someone in my heart...

I needed you there during the bad times, but all I got was that cold treatment you gave, I would really love to say the 3words to you now, but I'm confused. Confused by your way of doing things. These words "fine, let me be." was that final blow, it really shot me. I shouldn't be the one giving in always when sometime, i'm not at fault. Yes, maybe I'm nice to you, but time and time again, I feel really exploited. There wasn't care, there wasn't support, there wasn't love, just anger and dissapointments... I wished that I had never read those texts. Maybe I should never had came back, maybe I should never had tried to make things better or maybe i'm trying too hard... I tried so so hard, to be that one guy that you would've been proud of. But it just ain't working out, and now I stand here alone, all by myself... Hoping that tomorrow would be a better day, i wished i could've hit the reset button, but reality strikes again. And all i could do, is wish...

Signed,sealed and delivered @ 12.57am.