that dreaded day

well well. here i am, 9th october and i'm 12hours away from enlistment. shit, did time pass by fast.

ahh. i've spent everyday of the pass 2plus weeks with b. and she has been sucha wonderful girl every single time we met. thank you so so much b. and today, she accompanied me throughout the day and night and yeah, even though its a little quieter than usual, but i still really really enjoyed her company. ahhh. i'm so gonna miss her so much, more than anyone and anything else. no words can describe how much i love her. and everything has been just so perfect since i met her and she made my last month of freedom really really worthwhile. well, she's mine, all mine. :D

anyway, yeap, she already gave me a lifetime worth of memories within 43days. ahh. there'll still be many many more to come. and i'm gonna miss you and reminisce bout you just as much as you would b. you'll always be in my heart and mind no matter what i'm doing.

oh man, i don't wish for tonight to end. cause i want the cuddles and kisses to last, and time will stop at that moment... ahhhh.

well. this will be my last blog in awhile. so i'll end it off with something for you b.

What is love,
but a kiss on a rainy day,
a smile that won't go away,
a safe place to run to.
What is love,
but a complicated simple truth,
a bond between me and you.
It's the little things like holding hands
and longing stares,
that means the world to me
and I don't want to share them with anyone
but you in this lifetime.
Perhaps you'd be a bit surprised how often,
a joke,
a song,
a memory
will make me think of you.
I've searched my soul,
and know that its you.
so ADELINE GOH SI YING,
you might only be someone in this world,
but you are the world in someone's eyes.
meeting you was the best thing that ever happened,
and i'll cherish you with everything i've got.
so with all my heart and soul,
i would just wanna say that
I LOVE YOU,
and you'll always be my #1.

early tuesday morning

hello everyone.

well well, i just came back. and i met my pretty baby just now, and it was a great 1 monthsary. she cooked for me! weee. the first girlfriend to ever to. and seriously, all 4 dishes were really nice b. ahhh. it could work out that you'll be a wonderful housewife in the future. hahaha. and! she gave me a nice lil' surprise, something that really really left me pretty speechless, it was sweet, it was simple and it was lovely dear. =))

and, she acutally took her time to actually dictate out all the happenings that has happened ever since we met to me. everything from how i was like before we met and after we met, the first kiss, the first time we held hands, and some things that said that made her smile and the ups and downs. weeeeee. there has never been a girl thats sweeter than you b. and you know, throughout the entire day, i was pretty speechless becuase of the things you've done for me. she just confessed bout everything she've felt bout me, and b, i believe in you, and this feeling will not go away. thank you so much for everything you've done for me. its gonna be a long road ahead, but yes, i know you'll always be there whenever i need someone. i love you so.

If one day you find someone better than me,
I hope she feels the exact same way I feel when Im with you.
I hope she makes you laugh
and I hope she makes you smilebut most of all,
I hope that never happens
because I neverwant anybody to get the chance to see how amazing you are
and that smile of yours belongs to me.
I love you adeline goh si ying.
this love will not fade.
you'll always be my #1.
and to love and to be loved,
is the greatest happiness of existence.
you'll always be the one.

love ade.

happy 1 monthsary baby!
ahhh.
its been a wonderful wonderful month for us.
a month have felt like a year.
and i'm gonna keep this simple.

you're the best i ever had.
never has someone been so sweet.
and never has someone brought me so much big smiles.
so with all my heart,
adeline goh si ying,
i love you.
<3