i'm just feeling so f-ed up and all now... 2 people whom i regarded as my really close friends actually screwed me. i wanna shout my lungs out, seriously. but arghhh. if both of you were doing something behind my back, the least you could do was tell me. oh no. that didn't happen, i forgot, someone said he wanted to know her because he wanted her to be a model. yeah right fuck. you knew all along she was close to me fuck, and yet you had the guts to do this in front of me. and the other one, after everything you've said, "oh, i will tell him the next time he says it." yeah, what nonsense. you barely know her for a month and you say you know and you love her, how are you old? 17? i would've thought someone your age could differentiate love from infatuation. i've kept quiet for too long, and both you had taken me for granted, so yeah, fuck off yeah, i know everything, its over dumb fucks.
and if you ever say anything about this whenever you're around me, you're gonna fucking get it. i swear. you feel me?
Thursday, August 30, 2007
early thursday morning.
hi all!
just woke up. had a drinking session with matt, rat and watt just now. oh yeah, wasn't in the best of mood, so i drank 2 bottles of tiger.. anyway, i came back bout 945am yesterday, went to my old poly class's chalet, oh well, hadn't hung out with them in such a long time and i really missed those times when i went clubbing and shopping with them weekly. Anyway, the first night was all about drinking, mahjong and playing winning eleven, oh well, i didn't know how to play mahjong so i played winning eleven with them throughout the night and some i won and some i lost. hahaha. i slept only at 12pm the next day and woke up at 330pm, then we slacked around, and started the bbq at bout 7plus. ended the bbq slighlty after midnight, damn i had alot of sambal sotongs and stingrays! haha. then we cleaned up the entire house and got ready to watch movies. haha. chua went to buy prata for us and we watched shutter and tokyo drift after. and by the time both finished, it was almost time to book out. so we played cards for awhile and chilled. ayat sent me home on his bike and damn, it was my first time being a pillion rider on his wave and fuck, i could swear that it was scart swerving in and out off the lanes at 9am which was peak hour at PIE. hahaha. oh well, i slept at bout 12pm then i woke up at 8 and i went to ride. yup, thats the past few days...
I really miss my girlfriend.. I don't know why, but i really wanna meet her and its the holidays and I still find myself meeting her once a week which kinda sucks... Supposed to meet her tomorrow, but she ain't free, and I have to wait til sunday cos i'm going to bao cheng's birthday chalet on friday - saturday at downtown east. oh well, i wanted to meet her on friday, but she's going back for teacher's day so yeah, so i'm in the packing order again. And i'm kinda dissapointed i can't get to meet her often because its the damn holidays.. oh well, i've to make do with it, not the first time though. but yeah.. sigh... anyway, jia ming got his counselling and to my surprise he got probation too... which is really fucked up because it means i'm gonna get 6months of probation too.. no more late nights for me... sigh.. my birthday, the holiday season is coming and i'm not gonna get to spend it like how i want to... sigh. so many things are on my mind now.. this isn't how my holidays are suppose to be. i'm not enjoying it... so many questions and yet no answers... well, thats all i gotta say...
If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me
what would you do?
If I told you you were beautiful,
Would you page me on the regular
tell me would you?
Well baby I've been around the world,
But I aint seen myself another girl
like you.
This ring here represents my heart,
But there is just one thing I need from you
saying I do.
Because, I can see us holding hands,
walking on the beach our toes in the sand.
I can see us in the country side,
sitting in the grass laying side by side.
You can be my baby,
Gonna make you my lady,
Girl you amaze me,
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love...
sign,sealed & delivered @ 5.57am.
just woke up. had a drinking session with matt, rat and watt just now. oh yeah, wasn't in the best of mood, so i drank 2 bottles of tiger.. anyway, i came back bout 945am yesterday, went to my old poly class's chalet, oh well, hadn't hung out with them in such a long time and i really missed those times when i went clubbing and shopping with them weekly. Anyway, the first night was all about drinking, mahjong and playing winning eleven, oh well, i didn't know how to play mahjong so i played winning eleven with them throughout the night and some i won and some i lost. hahaha. i slept only at 12pm the next day and woke up at 330pm, then we slacked around, and started the bbq at bout 7plus. ended the bbq slighlty after midnight, damn i had alot of sambal sotongs and stingrays! haha. then we cleaned up the entire house and got ready to watch movies. haha. chua went to buy prata for us and we watched shutter and tokyo drift after. and by the time both finished, it was almost time to book out. so we played cards for awhile and chilled. ayat sent me home on his bike and damn, it was my first time being a pillion rider on his wave and fuck, i could swear that it was scart swerving in and out off the lanes at 9am which was peak hour at PIE. hahaha. oh well, i slept at bout 12pm then i woke up at 8 and i went to ride. yup, thats the past few days...
I really miss my girlfriend.. I don't know why, but i really wanna meet her and its the holidays and I still find myself meeting her once a week which kinda sucks... Supposed to meet her tomorrow, but she ain't free, and I have to wait til sunday cos i'm going to bao cheng's birthday chalet on friday - saturday at downtown east. oh well, i wanted to meet her on friday, but she's going back for teacher's day so yeah, so i'm in the packing order again. And i'm kinda dissapointed i can't get to meet her often because its the damn holidays.. oh well, i've to make do with it, not the first time though. but yeah.. sigh... anyway, jia ming got his counselling and to my surprise he got probation too... which is really fucked up because it means i'm gonna get 6months of probation too.. no more late nights for me... sigh.. my birthday, the holiday season is coming and i'm not gonna get to spend it like how i want to... sigh. so many things are on my mind now.. this isn't how my holidays are suppose to be. i'm not enjoying it... so many questions and yet no answers... well, thats all i gotta say...
If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me
what would you do?
If I told you you were beautiful,
Would you page me on the regular
tell me would you?
Well baby I've been around the world,
But I aint seen myself another girl
like you.
This ring here represents my heart,
But there is just one thing I need from you
saying I do.
Because, I can see us holding hands,
walking on the beach our toes in the sand.
I can see us in the country side,
sitting in the grass laying side by side.
You can be my baby,
Gonna make you my lady,
Girl you amaze me,
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love...
sign,sealed & delivered @ 5.57am.
Monday, August 27, 2007
early monday morning.
hey all.
ahhh, just woke up to get a bite and i figured i couldn't go back to sleep. god damn. hahaha. anyway, the holidays are in, yeah balls! haha. 9 weeks off. sounds great to me man!
anyway, i went out with baby to watch secret last wednesday which marked the end of her exams! she was really happy on that day, and yeah, it was great to see my super-girlfriend again! haha. oh well, anyway, we ate pepper lunch, went to visit my dad at mount e and yeah we catched the show, oh well, i gotta say the shows darn good, watching it baby was even better! haha. she was kinda mesmerised by how he plays the piano. haha, oh well, bummer that i can't do music, probably noise but yeah, not music. hahaha. got my new pink wheel that day too. wawaweeewa. hahaha.
went out with amy on thursday, he and i got some black and white jeans and i didnt have enough to buy the superman belt!!! ahhh!! bummmer!!! i so fucking want that belt! hahah. my animal belt is kinda giving in on me and i'm not gonna wear my a-x belt to ride, hell no. i used to and it was dumb, yes i know. haha.
went town to ride on friday night, ah, baby was working, and everyone at b3 wanted to go so yeah i tagged along, i figured that i could bunnyhop 360, like finally, but after a few times, i was back to landing on my rear wheel and landing on my back abit after. hahaha. amy asked me to chiong and whack one time. hahaha. i completedthe 360 but i was going so fast that i landed on my nose and boooom. next thing i knw i was looking up into the sky. hahaha. that marked the end of my riding day. slacked from then til 7am at the park.
anyway, that kinda sums up the whole week and i'm down with a dumb fever. fuck, its a burden, anyway, gotta be in school to do some stuff tomorrow and hopefully pass my module. suppose to be going for a chalet tomorrow but i guess i'm skipping it 'cos i'm going to to bao cheng's b'day chalet on friday instead, looking forward to it 'cos all the b3 idiots are going, and its gonna a hell load of fun. hahaha. yup, gotta go now, be back tomorrow hopefully. ciao!
i'm missing her so much yet again. i want her in my embrace now...
Signed, sealed & delivered @ 4.07am.
ahhh, just woke up to get a bite and i figured i couldn't go back to sleep. god damn. hahaha. anyway, the holidays are in, yeah balls! haha. 9 weeks off. sounds great to me man!
anyway, i went out with baby to watch secret last wednesday which marked the end of her exams! she was really happy on that day, and yeah, it was great to see my super-girlfriend again! haha. oh well, anyway, we ate pepper lunch, went to visit my dad at mount e and yeah we catched the show, oh well, i gotta say the shows darn good, watching it baby was even better! haha. she was kinda mesmerised by how he plays the piano. haha, oh well, bummer that i can't do music, probably noise but yeah, not music. hahaha. got my new pink wheel that day too. wawaweeewa. hahaha.
went out with amy on thursday, he and i got some black and white jeans and i didnt have enough to buy the superman belt!!! ahhh!! bummmer!!! i so fucking want that belt! hahah. my animal belt is kinda giving in on me and i'm not gonna wear my a-x belt to ride, hell no. i used to and it was dumb, yes i know. haha.
went town to ride on friday night, ah, baby was working, and everyone at b3 wanted to go so yeah i tagged along, i figured that i could bunnyhop 360, like finally, but after a few times, i was back to landing on my rear wheel and landing on my back abit after. hahaha. amy asked me to chiong and whack one time. hahaha. i completedthe 360 but i was going so fast that i landed on my nose and boooom. next thing i knw i was looking up into the sky. hahaha. that marked the end of my riding day. slacked from then til 7am at the park.
anyway, that kinda sums up the whole week and i'm down with a dumb fever. fuck, its a burden, anyway, gotta be in school to do some stuff tomorrow and hopefully pass my module. suppose to be going for a chalet tomorrow but i guess i'm skipping it 'cos i'm going to to bao cheng's b'day chalet on friday instead, looking forward to it 'cos all the b3 idiots are going, and its gonna a hell load of fun. hahaha. yup, gotta go now, be back tomorrow hopefully. ciao!
i'm missing her so much yet again. i want her in my embrace now...
Signed, sealed & delivered @ 4.07am.
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