early saturday evening.

went riding in the morning,
fucked my right ankle.
AGAIN.
was doing my usual 360s,
and pop, i was lying on the floor,
looking at the sky.
fuckkkkkk.
embarrassing.
still hurting quite bad now,
suppose to be out soon to town,
with sikiat and jiaming,
to get some cny stuffs even though i claimed i've gotten all of what i need.
now its time for what i want.
jyeah!
and!
i want my fucking hair back.
shit,
look like some 10year lil' girl.
grrr.
ciao.

early saturday morning

been really into riding for the past week or so.
trying to keep my mind off some stuffs.
sigh.
i miss you.
anyway,
fuck the weather,
been so unpredictable.
plans got screwed today.
grrr.
gonna sleep now,
so i can wake up early to ride b4 by myself.
don't wish to associate with anyone.
nights.

early friday night

goes out to that special girl, whom i've cherished and gave my all to.
girl, you know who you are,
and if you're reading this,
i want you to know how much i miss you,
and it has never been the same without those laughters and happy times we once shared.

Let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time,
Surely you can take some comfort
knowing that you're mine.
Just hold me tight,
lay by my side,
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
I found my place in the world,
Could stare at your face
for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe,
turn my insides out
and smother me.
When I'm alone time goes so slow,
I need you here with me,
And how my mistakes
have made your heart break,
Still I need you here with me
So baby I, baby I'm here,
so please, let me the one who calls you baby all the time.

early tuesday morning

remember the times we once had?
the laughters,
the joy you brought
but everything seems odd now,
we've not been talking much,
you don't show interest,
i seem to try too hard.
yeah,
maybe you right,
when you said that maybe i shouldn't always try so hard to make things better.
maybe i should've never tried to impress you,
maybe i should just leave.
it just goes to show,
that everything i believe in,
will one day go away.
but before i go,
please tell me how you feel.
just this,
its the only favour i will and will ever ask for,
from you.
i don't wanna be kept in the dark anymore.