early sunday morning

just got back from celebrating jia ming's birthday. oh well, all of us are more or less broke before it happened, would make it up to you someday man! hope you enjoyed yourself still.

anyway, been riding quite often lately. don't really have much to do. school's gonna start soon for most, and yeah, those that know, yeah. i'm just gonna stone even more. gonna go for an interview at guess on either monday or tuesday. lets pray i get the job, so i can get even more stuff for myself. actually not, i gotta save, get a bloody motor, increase my bank account from the pathetic 2 bucks thats left inside, and probably enjoy life while i still can.

been kinda down lately, i mean yeah, i got kicked out and shit, it only adds to everything that has happened over the past couple of months. 08 has nothing but been a shitty year to begin with. so many things has happened... oh well, what's done's done. i just don't wish to be the person that i've turned into lately... thoughts been running through my mind and shits been messing it up. i've always been the sort that broods over stuff when i'm alone or when i'm feeling fucked. oh well. hope i could step outta the darkness and start looking on the bright side, but shit, there isn't any "bright side" to anything that've happened. argh.

anyway, i'm pretty much looking forward to ns now. gonna get it over and done with. just hope i could get posted to some chiong-sua shit like guards or the air force or naval diving or something. at least i could be better than si kiat, hahahahahahaha!!! armour infantry boy. hahahaha. oh well. come what may, i believe i'm tough enough and i will not chao keng. haha.

and xiang ying, if you're looking at this, i miss you. so many things left unsaid. yeahh. there hasn't been a day that passed that i've thought bout you...

anyway, i've watched romeo and juliet like 7 times in a month. i'm addicted. haha.

anyway, gotta go, gonna work tomorrow. 10bucks per hour for 5, fuck yeah. haha. nights. ciao!