mid friday evening

saw someone yesterday.
didn't believed what everyone was telling me,
but yeah,
seeing is believing.
seems like you've moved on pretty well.
glad that you've found a guy that makes you happy,
sorry i wasn't good enough,
and i wish you all the best with him babe!

you should know who you are.
there's always a special place somewhere in my heart for you. :)

late saturday morning.

my heart sank as i laid eyes on you yesterday evening.
i didn't even had the heart to say a simple goodbye nor a hi.
i choked on my words.
i can't bring myself to talk to you.
i don't know why...
i miss you.

early monday morning.

sup y'all.

just came from riding the entire day. anyway, i converted back to mountain bike. blk mrkt riot. jyeah. fucking high end, traded my bmx for it. anyway, i landed 360s on my mtb, and shit i finally hope 360s on a bmx. feeling the sense of achievement finally. soooo happpyyy! hahaha.

kay la. going to bed. update when i'm up later. ciao!

early tuesday morning

weeeeee! clocked in at 145km/h today. damn, it was fun.

feel the need for speeeeeeeeed!

early thursday morning

hey y'all. haven't logged in awhile. been really busy with work lately.

anyway, just had my first motor accident today. fuck it man. now my left leg is filled with abrasions and my knee is aching. argh.

anyway, yeah, been hanging out recently. nothing much to do. just chilling out with the mountain bike gang at entertainment after work or if si kiat books out i had hang out with him and jiaming instead. pay's in. got lotsa money to spend. but i don't have anything to buy and i don't have the time nor the mood to go out to town too. everyday's bout work,work and work. started my job as a bike mechanic at treknology at holland village for almost 3 weeks. and yeah, its been hectic. bike after bike after bike. oh man. wears me out. just hope that i get enlisted asap. nothing much has happened since my last blog so yeah, i don't really have much to say. life's been really boring. i just hope i had get a new job man.

oh yeah, i'm selling my bmx too. don't have the mood, time nor heart to ride bmx anymore. yeap. thats bout all. ciao.

i miss you.

early friday morning

hello! i'm kinda high now from the booze and all.

ratboy's going into tekong later at 10am! so the guys and a babe decided to drink the night away. me, sinyee, wattana, jonathan(ratboy) and donglun and kit the only non-drinker of the day with his "i don't drink because i'm a devoted musilm now" shit. hahahahaha. kit ah kit, you know you should give in to temptation.

it was so fun reliving the chill days with the coolest people of b3. how i wish b3 was filled with the people of yester-year. when people didn't think so much of improving but the joy of riding. fuck improving man, i'm pass that stage. it was just pure enjoyment today, alcohol, cigs, laughter and joy. how i miss those days. i miss riding too. anyway, got a new job at treknology as a bike mechanic. gonna report to work with a hangover. at least i have kit to cover for me. haha. shit man, so much alcohol today.haven't got so high in awhile. hahaha. kay la. better get going before i talk anymore shit. ciao guys! =)

early sunday morning

just got back from celebrating jia ming's birthday. oh well, all of us are more or less broke before it happened, would make it up to you someday man! hope you enjoyed yourself still.

anyway, been riding quite often lately. don't really have much to do. school's gonna start soon for most, and yeah, those that know, yeah. i'm just gonna stone even more. gonna go for an interview at guess on either monday or tuesday. lets pray i get the job, so i can get even more stuff for myself. actually not, i gotta save, get a bloody motor, increase my bank account from the pathetic 2 bucks thats left inside, and probably enjoy life while i still can.

been kinda down lately, i mean yeah, i got kicked out and shit, it only adds to everything that has happened over the past couple of months. 08 has nothing but been a shitty year to begin with. so many things has happened... oh well, what's done's done. i just don't wish to be the person that i've turned into lately... thoughts been running through my mind and shits been messing it up. i've always been the sort that broods over stuff when i'm alone or when i'm feeling fucked. oh well. hope i could step outta the darkness and start looking on the bright side, but shit, there isn't any "bright side" to anything that've happened. argh.

anyway, i'm pretty much looking forward to ns now. gonna get it over and done with. just hope i could get posted to some chiong-sua shit like guards or the air force or naval diving or something. at least i could be better than si kiat, hahahahahahaha!!! armour infantry boy. hahahaha. oh well. come what may, i believe i'm tough enough and i will not chao keng. haha.

and xiang ying, if you're looking at this, i miss you. so many things left unsaid. yeahh. there hasn't been a day that passed that i've thought bout you...

anyway, i've watched romeo and juliet like 7 times in a month. i'm addicted. haha.

anyway, gotta go, gonna work tomorrow. 10bucks per hour for 5, fuck yeah. haha. nights. ciao!