early tuesday morning

been sucha shitty week. oh well. applied for rp after getting dismissed, oh well, see how it goes. if it doesn't work out, i'm probably going to cancel my deferment and get enlisted asap. fuck man, how the fuck did i end up like this. my choices for rp
1)new media
2)integrated events management
3)hotel and hospitality management
4)business computing
5)digital media

shit happens, anyway, went to zouk to last tuesday with darren and ryan, was really really fun, we were dancing on the central stage for bout during the last 2 hourse, giselle joined us halfway through. haven't seen her since i left kent ridge. anyway, yeah, i'm having regular moodswings, been so moody ever since dismissal. haven't even told daddy. fuck it man. i'm so screwed.