early tuesday morning.

heya.
i'm actually having really big contemplations on the frame i should be getting.
somehow i wished to get a transition double, and continue riding bmx.
or get a ns capital or usb molly.
shit man. i wished i would get sponsored by some mtb company in singapore so i wouldn't need to contemplate so much on frames.

ahhh. enlistment is 38days away. i wished i had more time now. i was looking forward to it. til i met this special girl. this girl literally blew me away like no one else ever did. i never expected myself to actually feel this way bout things. time is super limited. i only wished i had more time to get to know her better. but sigh. i don't know. i'm actually really worried bout how things would work out. i kinda regretted not holding her hand on the walk home. i blew my chance. ahhh. oh fuck. maybe you just think too much konrad... well... everyday, i'm falling deeper and hoping that this would somehow work out well. i really don't wanna lose someone else that i care so much for. but, you just make me feel that everything's gonna be okay. before i met you, my life was in pieces. whole year has been shit, and i thought ns would occupy me enough to actually help me forget my troubles. but then you came along. and everything just seemed so... right. i've never been happier the entire year. i wished i could tell you that i wanna be your guy, but somehow i just don't feel good enough either... a part of me has been lost over the past few years. and thats confidence. slowly but surely, i hope to gain it back. nevertheless, there'll always be a special place for you in my heart.

tell me, that you want me as much as i want you to be a part of my life.
and i'll give you my all.
i promise.
i meant it when i said i'm going head over heels for you.
and baby, you're that special girl.
<3.

superwoman.

I don’t know how to say I wanna be with you,
I don’t know how to start,
But as each day goes by I wish you would open your heart.
Sometimes I wish I could dream forever,
Then that way we’ll always be together.
Unfortunately though, I wake up,
And I hate how reality always seems to suck.
At home it’ll be just another day,
Another day that I’ll try to suppress my feelings for you away.

late sunday morning

so fucking disapponted i got knocked out last night at double o.
oh man.
its the first,
and i hope the last time it ever happens.
i was having so much fun yo.
but at least i remembered everything that happened.
the memories will always be there.=)
and if it was one person whom i needed last night,
it was my superwoman.
i really really didn't mean for it to happen babe.
i'm sorry girl.

early friday evening

been a week since i got to know this special somebody. haha. :D ahhh. last night was sin yi's b'day celebration at jurong east k-box. okay, i was suppose to be the surprise and i think i was the one who got surprised instead because i was the guy with 5 girls, but yeah at least i already got to know em sometime before. hahaha. but anyway, still enjoyed myselfloads. alot of of jay songs, even though i couldn't project my voice very well. hope sin yi enjoyed herself too.

anddd, i'm sorry that i didn't cheer superwoman uppp. she didn't seem to be very happy yest. well. cheer up babe! like you said, its a brand new day. yeahh, i'm looking forward to your text later on. so yeap,thats bout it, going with luke and co. now. be back to update soooon.

wise men say,
only fools rush in,
but i can't help,
falling in love with you.

early thursday morning.

i used to miss that feeling of,
having someone to text,
having someone whom you'll wake up and smile to yourself about.
having someone to give you good morning msges,
having someone that'll wish you the sweetest dreams at night.
having someone to think bout when things get dull.
having someone that you know will make your day worthwhile.
having someone that you'll giggle bout in front of your phone.

i'm pretty sure that i don't miss any of that anymore,
because you're my superwoman.
<3

confessions.

Dearest,
let these roses,
In their purity,
Be a present symbol,
Of my feelings for thee.
Underneath the blossom,
Thorns are sure to grow.
Take heed lest you touch them,
They would pain you so!
Ahhh! my faults like thorns are,
But cannot they be
Hidden 'neath the flower
Of my feelings for thee.
But forbidden are my feelings for thee,
as i can't let myself fall for you.
Keeping my feelings at bay,
is the only way i could ease the temptations.
sigh.

early tuesday morning!

hahaha! since you said you readdd my blog. this one is for you babe! you know who you are. =D




you were til i came along. i know. hahahahha