a.d.e

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me,
and I know you would.

I'll give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
and I Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up.

with all my heart,
i love you.

early thursday morning

hey people.

oh my. fucking can't sleep again. been 3days straight in a row. fuck. the day before yest i slept for 2hours. yest i slept for 3hours and i have not had any slept today yet and i gotta go to the polyclinic at 730am to get my damn mc later. grrr.

b'day's coming in 3days time, oh man, i haven't really made any plans as of yet. but having her by my side would be the best gift i could get. seriously. last year's b'day at zouk with the bffs wasn't so bad but the years before were ones to forget. so so so fucked up man. i'm so looking forward to spending the holiday season with b, especially christmas because for once during christmas, i'm not waiting under the mistletoe. weeeee. and i hope i'll have someone to cuddle and kiss during the strike at 12am this new year's. oh man, so many first times. weeee. hahahaha. being in love is just so lovely isn't it. especially with the girl of your dreams. i know i'm one hell of a lucky guy to have someone like her in my life.

anyway, i miss b many! ahhh. she's having her exams and i'm trying pretty hard not to distract her. baby, i believe that you'll do fine this time round. no worries yeah. i believe in you. and oh yeah, she came over the other day and i actually cooked for her, ah, though it wasn't anything special, i couldn't quite believe i would actually cook for someone besides myself. hahaha. but oh well, i think she liked it, erm, i hope she did, i forgot to ask b. hahahaha.

ahh. and it has been a great few weeks well spent with her. almost meeting everyday yet again. be it dinner or chilling or going to town, its always wonderful. her smile mesmerizes me many a time and i'm so totally addicted to it. even though we just got past our 3rd monthsary, i felt like i've known her for a super long time. words can't explain the closeness between us, the loving you show, the hugs and kisses you give, the words you say and the smiles you put on my face. i appreciate everything you've done for me and baby, you feel so apart of the house whenever you're crashing over. you fit into my life so perfectly and you made everything so so different. you're the reason i became much much happier, you're the reason i became who i used to be. you're everything to me and yes dear, i love you with all my heart.

oh well. i guess thats kinda all i have to say for today. real tired. and here's one of my pics taken with her. sweet huh? check out that pretty one beside me. :)

late friday night

hello everyone.

my wonderful girlfriend is beside me now and she's forcing me to blog by tickling me. hahaha. what a way to motivate me huh b? hahaha. okay, so she's over at my place watching saw V , eating my ordered pizza, and taking up my precious bed space besides she has a big bum bum. hahahaha. okay no, i'm joking on the last one.

anyway, the past month have been wonderful with her. its like we got to see each other almost everyday for the past 45 days and its been wonderful. i can never imagine myself being so close to someone ever. i feel like i've knew you all my life b, its like yeah, i'm quite confident that i know you really well. =) ahh. best thing is, we could talk bout anything in this word. hahaha. we could talk and talk and talk, and laugh bout the same things all day long. hahaha. and we could poke fun at each other all day long too. which i really like, anyone knows me well enough knows that i love to disturb other people. :D being evil is being konrad.

okay, anyway, i'm gonna dedicate this paragraph to that special girl that's made of my dreams, ahh. thanks b, especially for taking care of me when i was really sick the other day, for everything you've done for me, the cooking, the small lil' surprises and the laughters that you've brought. you're right beside me now watching tv and yeah i'm here typing this. b, you're all that matters to me, you know how special you are b and you know proud how i am to have. =) i want everyone to know how nice of a gf you've been and that you're mine now and forever. i love you baby and i could've never been happier.

late tuesday evening

hello everyone.

ahh. finally, i've time to blog. life's been pretty chill for the past month, got posted to my new camp at ayer rajah as an auto-tech. ahh. holiday camp yo. eat,sleep,play psp, listen to ipod, talk to her, book out. hahaha. life's good fo' sho man. haha. anyway, for almost everyday for the past month, b has been keeping me companied every single day. how nice of her la. she was there to take care of me when i was sick, and yeah, whenever i felt like meeting, i know she would say yes. =) and yeah, she wants to spend time with me many many, yes i know dear. hahaha. ahh. i'm having the time of my life for the past couple of months and yeah, she's the main factor of it. oh man, don't have much time to blog, gotta meet her for dinner, she prepared something for me. i'll leave one photoshopped pic of how much she means to me.

say i'm dumb, go ahead, i don't care?

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early monday morning

hello everyone.

i'm back from tekong. oh man, life's been rather shitty inside. don't really clique with my bunk mates but oh well, i got to know 5pretty cool guys. nothing much to talk bout, but yeah, ns is a waste of time and it psychologically brainwashes you to be dumb and follow commands. grrr. anyway, since i booked out, majority of the days have been put aside for b! weeee. i spent 1 and a half day with her straight after i booked out and that sweetie pie came to pick me up at pasir ris even though she was late. ahhh. went to eat dim sum then dbl o to club after and we chilled til the next day night and i went to zouk after with my ns buddies, jonathan, yuh chu, donn, joanne and marcus. oh man.partied so so hard last night. drank alot of booze too.weee. we went to the national museum just now to look at some pic gallery. ahh. both of us has a touch of class okay! we enjoy these kinda stuff many many. right b? went to movie after and met joshua along the way for dinner-cum-ns-story-telling. haha.

anyway,there's nothing else i look forward to than to see her when i book out. oh my. 2 weeks felt like 2 freaking months. hope i get a 8am-5pm posting so i could spend more time with her. these 3days passed by damn fast la!!! i wished i had more time for you b. there hasn't been a minute that passed during the past 2weeks that you weren't on my mind. oh man. i miss you so. ahh. guess i gotta go. wanna talk to her. ciao people. blog again next week.


you and me, we're gonna last a lifetime together.

that dreaded day

well well. here i am, 9th october and i'm 12hours away from enlistment. shit, did time pass by fast.

ahh. i've spent everyday of the pass 2plus weeks with b. and she has been sucha wonderful girl every single time we met. thank you so so much b. and today, she accompanied me throughout the day and night and yeah, even though its a little quieter than usual, but i still really really enjoyed her company. ahhh. i'm so gonna miss her so much, more than anyone and anything else. no words can describe how much i love her. and everything has been just so perfect since i met her and she made my last month of freedom really really worthwhile. well, she's mine, all mine. :D

anyway, yeap, she already gave me a lifetime worth of memories within 43days. ahh. there'll still be many many more to come. and i'm gonna miss you and reminisce bout you just as much as you would b. you'll always be in my heart and mind no matter what i'm doing.

oh man, i don't wish for tonight to end. cause i want the cuddles and kisses to last, and time will stop at that moment... ahhhh.

well. this will be my last blog in awhile. so i'll end it off with something for you b.

What is love,
but a kiss on a rainy day,
a smile that won't go away,
a safe place to run to.
What is love,
but a complicated simple truth,
a bond between me and you.
It's the little things like holding hands
and longing stares,
that means the world to me
and I don't want to share them with anyone
but you in this lifetime.
Perhaps you'd be a bit surprised how often,
a joke,
a song,
a memory
will make me think of you.
I've searched my soul,
and know that its you.
so ADELINE GOH SI YING,
you might only be someone in this world,
but you are the world in someone's eyes.
meeting you was the best thing that ever happened,
and i'll cherish you with everything i've got.
so with all my heart and soul,
i would just wanna say that
I LOVE YOU,
and you'll always be my #1.