early saturday evening.

went riding in the morning,
fucked my right ankle.
AGAIN.
was doing my usual 360s,
and pop, i was lying on the floor,
looking at the sky.
fuckkkkkk.
embarrassing.
still hurting quite bad now,
suppose to be out soon to town,
with sikiat and jiaming,
to get some cny stuffs even though i claimed i've gotten all of what i need.
now its time for what i want.
jyeah!
and!
i want my fucking hair back.
shit,
look like some 10year lil' girl.
grrr.
ciao.

early saturday morning

been really into riding for the past week or so.
trying to keep my mind off some stuffs.
sigh.
i miss you.
anyway,
fuck the weather,
been so unpredictable.
plans got screwed today.
grrr.
gonna sleep now,
so i can wake up early to ride b4 by myself.
don't wish to associate with anyone.
nights.

early friday night

goes out to that special girl, whom i've cherished and gave my all to.
girl, you know who you are,
and if you're reading this,
i want you to know how much i miss you,
and it has never been the same without those laughters and happy times we once shared.

Let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time,
Surely you can take some comfort
knowing that you're mine.
Just hold me tight,
lay by my side,
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
I found my place in the world,
Could stare at your face
for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe,
turn my insides out
and smother me.
When I'm alone time goes so slow,
I need you here with me,
And how my mistakes
have made your heart break,
Still I need you here with me
So baby I, baby I'm here,
so please, let me the one who calls you baby all the time.

early tuesday morning

remember the times we once had?
the laughters,
the joy you brought
but everything seems odd now,
we've not been talking much,
you don't show interest,
i seem to try too hard.
yeah,
maybe you right,
when you said that maybe i shouldn't always try so hard to make things better.
maybe i should've never tried to impress you,
maybe i should just leave.
it just goes to show,
that everything i believe in,
will one day go away.
but before i go,
please tell me how you feel.
just this,
its the only favour i will and will ever ask for,
from you.
i don't wanna be kept in the dark anymore.

mid saturday morning.

sup y'all.

figured that time really passes by fast. exams are round the corner. boringggg. hopefully i'll pass my retained modules, maths is sucha killer. nothing much to say bout this week, except for that i've been missing this girl whom i've been thinking bout everyday. oh well. doubt it'll ever workout. anyway, got a new frame and rear wheel. pics are below, nice right? si kiat's booking out today, gonna chill with him later, gonna make fun of him, yeahhh. don't really have much to say. ciao...

later friday afternoon

she left without saying goodbye...
i'm sure she's in a better place now...
thanks for everything.
you'll always be remembered.
i love you...

early thursday morning

been a crappy week, sold off my bmx frame, waiting for my pay to come to get my new one, at least i still got my downhill bike to ride. but i wanna ride my damn bmx. gotta wait another 2 more days before i could borrow ryan's frame which would be temporary.

been feeling pretty shitty since i came back from ipoh, well, i still wanna go back and school commitments are holding me back. no one really seems to understand how i feel bout my grandma besides shan. well, of course she does. been really really moody for the past couple of days. feel like hanging out with my friends, but i'll just sit there and keep hush, so whats the point. i want company, but i don't feel like talking. well, at least she managed to cheer me up the other day, thank you again xiang ying. she never fails to cheer me up huh. haven't met her in awhile, well, she's busy with her projects and stuff.

anyway, gonna go out after class with firdaus, habel and mark. gonna catch american gangster again. oh well, haven't been out in awhile, so yeah, guess it'll be cool, might wanna buy some tees too. fuck, i saw the new macbook air today, looks hot. not bad, 3k flat. might consider. mine's screwing up. hmmm, nothing much to say anymore. so yeah, update soon. ciao.

signed,sealed & delivered at 1.57am
be my valentine would you?
you know who you are girl. =)