sup y'all.
yet another sleepless night. i'm so sick and tired of insomnia. i'm so lethargic, yet i can't sleep. it has been like these ever since the stupid exams. i sleep at 1am, wake up at 4am, stay awake til 9am, sleep til 11am. and i go out. fuck this man, seriously. argh. this has been causing me to smoke more than usual. argh. it still hasn't become an addiction. just a temporary solution to the mess thats been created inside my mind.
i've been so moody lately, i've been staying home for the past week. i don't feel like riding, neither do i feel like doing anything. i've a new frame, new downhill bike, but i just don't feel like leaving my place. seriously, i want my life back. si kiat's in army, hafiz don't know what he doing, jia ming working. fuck. i hope coming tuesday at zouk would turn out well and i won't stone in there like how i'm stoning at home everyday.
results out in a week from now. i've exactly one week to enjoy which i don't think i would before i face the truth. sigh. i don't even know where i'm going in life anymore. no hopes, no dreams. fuck. i want my life back. argh.
sign,sealed&delivered @ 6.03am
Friday, March 7, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008
early friday morning
ahh. woke up with a severe hangover this afternoon. darn. felt like crap. due to the excessive drinking session from the night before at clarke quay. thanks for the drinks james fray! haha.
anyway, had some updates on my bike. guess its gonna be the last few. already got everything that i want on it now besides the seat. so yeah. gonna stop spending and start saving.
been a slow start to the holidays. hadn't really had much fun yet. been stoning at home, either that or going out to ride for a short while. but seriously, the more i ride, i more i'm losing the heart to. don't feel like improving. and i feel as though i'm giving up which is not right.
need to find myself a date for the holidays more often so i can hangout more instead of confining myself in my stupid room. oh well. i still miss her and somehow i miss my ex-gf too. hahaha. i don't know why. don't ask me.
been struck with insomnia lately and i can't sleep. somebody help? please?
going to find something to occupy myself for now. ciao!
signed,sealed & delivered @ 3.08am
hope you like the present that i got for you girl.
anyway, had some updates on my bike. guess its gonna be the last few. already got everything that i want on it now besides the seat. so yeah. gonna stop spending and start saving.
been a slow start to the holidays. hadn't really had much fun yet. been stoning at home, either that or going out to ride for a short while. but seriously, the more i ride, i more i'm losing the heart to. don't feel like improving. and i feel as though i'm giving up which is not right.
need to find myself a date for the holidays more often so i can hangout more instead of confining myself in my stupid room. oh well. i still miss her and somehow i miss my ex-gf too. hahaha. i don't know why. don't ask me.
been struck with insomnia lately and i can't sleep. somebody help? please?
going to find something to occupy myself for now. ciao!
signed,sealed & delivered @ 3.08am
hope you like the present that i got for you girl.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
mid sunday evening
the holidays are in bitches!
yeahh! club, ride, alcohol and pure enjoyment for 2months. feels good. hahaha. all i lack now is a girl. =( oh well. don't really have much to say. anyway, i wanna go phuture on wedenesday! but i don't know if the rest are okay bout it, i know kelvin and j-z are definately in. hahaha. oh well. see how it goes. jyeah. haha. kay. blog again later.
yeahh! club, ride, alcohol and pure enjoyment for 2months. feels good. hahaha. all i lack now is a girl. =( oh well. don't really have much to say. anyway, i wanna go phuture on wedenesday! but i don't know if the rest are okay bout it, i know kelvin and j-z are definately in. hahaha. oh well. see how it goes. jyeah. haha. kay. blog again later.
Friday, February 22, 2008
early friday morning
supppp!
been awhile since i updated. ever since the exams started huh.. all the papers been kinda shit so far, whatever that we did in the past year papers, kinda messed up in the final one. fuck.. tomorrow might the last time i ever step into the ngee ann exam hall again. oh man. getting kicked out seem like a reality now. ohwell.
anyway, been down with a fever since last saturday. almost been a week. been feeling so lethargic ever since. i can't sleep properly, keep tossing and turning in my bed. argh. the worse feeling is you're really really tired and yet you can't fall asleep. insomnia suck big time.
oh well, at least tomorrow's my last paper, gonna end the worries and hopefully get some rest for the time being til the results day come.
her birthday's coming up in 3 days, how should i go about doing it... i don't know... i hope you'll like this like how you liked the previous one i gave you. this will be my last goodbye to you babe... but i still hope you'll talk to me one day.
gotta go mug for my last. gonna work hard for it because memorising is my forte.
ciao.
signed,sealed & delivered @ 2.31am
been awhile since i updated. ever since the exams started huh.. all the papers been kinda shit so far, whatever that we did in the past year papers, kinda messed up in the final one. fuck.. tomorrow might the last time i ever step into the ngee ann exam hall again. oh man. getting kicked out seem like a reality now. ohwell.
anyway, been down with a fever since last saturday. almost been a week. been feeling so lethargic ever since. i can't sleep properly, keep tossing and turning in my bed. argh. the worse feeling is you're really really tired and yet you can't fall asleep. insomnia suck big time.
oh well, at least tomorrow's my last paper, gonna end the worries and hopefully get some rest for the time being til the results day come.
her birthday's coming up in 3 days, how should i go about doing it... i don't know... i hope you'll like this like how you liked the previous one i gave you. this will be my last goodbye to you babe... but i still hope you'll talk to me one day.
gotta go mug for my last. gonna work hard for it because memorising is my forte.
ciao.
signed,sealed & delivered @ 2.31am
Thursday, February 14, 2008
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
early wednesday morning
sup y'all.
first off, gong xi fa cai. haha.
been another bad start to another new year,
lost 340 in 2 rounds while playing in between,
grrr.
got back on the 3rd and 4th day though.
anyway, got some upgrades to my bike,
and i landed my hop 3's down 3steps 2days back at b.panjang.
yeah balls!
ate shit on the first 2 tries,
but got it dialed after.
so stoked bout it.
had a photoshoot at b3 today.
not bad.
not gonna say much, let the pics do talking.
haha. i look dumb in a few. cheers. hahaha.
and check out my matching pipes yo!
first off, gong xi fa cai. haha.
been another bad start to another new year,
lost 340 in 2 rounds while playing in between,
grrr.
got back on the 3rd and 4th day though.
anyway, got some upgrades to my bike,
and i landed my hop 3's down 3steps 2days back at b.panjang.
yeah balls!
ate shit on the first 2 tries,
but got it dialed after.
so stoked bout it.
had a photoshoot at b3 today.
not bad.
not gonna say much, let the pics do talking.
haha. i look dumb in a few. cheers. hahaha.
and check out my matching pipes yo!
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