early sunday morning

hello guys!
been a week since the box jump comp ended. it was a fucking great success. i actually didn't wanna join, but yeah, darren had put my name in last minute and forced me in. shit. hahaha. and i actually got 2nd. 1st comp, 1st podium finish. fuck yeah. hahahaha. check out the pics.

that huge 180 in the finals.
that huge tuck in the finals, shit it was big but it was taken a lil' late.
my 2 best riding buds! darren & ryan!
#2 & #3, thanks for the encouragement yo!
practicing my 3's at b3.

early saturday morning

just came back from nuh...
suffering chest pain for 3days...
my heart is like pressing against my ribcage...
doc says my heart swelled up,
but he doesn't have an explanation for it...
fuck..
the fucking painkillers are not working...
and he asked me to stop any physcial activities for a week.
oh man...

it hurts like shit...

early wednesday morning.

hey...

just finished "alot like love" again.
it just made me miss someone again.
oh my.
talked to her bestie bout her just now.
yeah.
maybe i do miss her.
i lied when i said i won't be coming back.
i lied when i said i gave up on us.
but yeah.
i probably won't have the guts to tell you.
thats why i'm writing this.
i gave so much to you.
and yeah.
i still remember the good times and the bad.
you were the only girl who ever stood by me,
through the tough times and the bad.
the only girl who ever really understood me.
but...
i guess whenever we're together,
i hurt you more,
each time we got closer.
i'm pretty sure you were the only girl that i ever said ilu to.
i still remember that very first date to esplanade
that very first kiss.
and that very first time you said ilu on the phone.
maybe it wasn't love.
maybe it was just alot like love...
i don't know.
you'll probably be reading this.
and you probably know who you are.
i need you.
and i miss you.

early wednesday morning

oh hello!

ahh. comp's coming. feeling the need to push myself.
i forsee like i will get top 3 because i believe i'm one of the top mtb riders in singapore.
but in someway, my tricks are not getting there yet.
maybe i care too much bout style.
ahhhh.
been landing my 360s all day long but i'm still not happy with it.
i don't know.
wrecking my brain out, been trying all kinda variations.
i can't get my inverts or tables right either.
maybe i push too hard.
ahhh. comp's coming.
its my proving ground.
first comp, kinda psyched, kinda nervous, but at the same time kinda looking forward to it.
maybe john was right,
i shouldn't join a comp just because i wanna win,
the fun with friends is what matters the most.
but come to think of it.
almost all mtb riders are suckers.
so much politics, too lil' fun.
fuck you.
thats why i rather hang out with bmx-ers.
and thats why i bring my bmx style in.
i ride better than most of you,
yet you guys are still being arrogant, ignorant, self-centred bastards.
you should spend your time talking on your riding shitheads.
ahhh. even if i wasn't in all your online rants,
i still feel the need to let you realise how much you guys suck at riding.
come this 27th.
i will do my best.
and the rest shall fall.
try me boys.




ahhh.i so badly wanna win.
and this is my bike. :)
clean,brakeless. its the sex yo.

mid tuesday afternoon

the take's over, the muthaphuckking break's over!!!

ahhh. couldn't resist. can't get it outta my mind. anyway, yeah, been really irritated over the past week. haha. nvm. means i ride more and progress more. anyway, was out riding street with the guys around batok yest again and then, tada, i saw something i always wanted to try since a i don't know when, a 180 down the unloading bay. hahaha. which is bout. hmmm. i dont know. maybe 6-7steps? ate shit on the first 3 tries but i pulled off the 4th so cleanly. jyeahhh! hahaha. everyone was clapping so yeah, i'm psyched bout it. thanks for pushing me guys.

oh yeah, last friday, i was out with luke pp and his 2 poly friends jiehao and qixiang (birthday boy!), 2 reallyreally nice guys and yeah, damn they've a great sense of humour too. hahaha. and luke pp, please don't feel left out if you're the only non-smoker. hahahahahaha!!! dined at spaggedies, and went to harry's bar after. felt bad that qixiang had to settle all the bill even though its his birthday. but yeah, for the amount of fun we had, it was priceless. thanks for the fun night guys, especially you qixiang.

anyway, yeah. i'm bored everyday, i don't have anything to do, don't have anything to look forward to. life's been really boring. nvm. samantha josephine kay! u better keep your promise. hahahaha. ciao guys. be back soon!

early thursday morning

why am I always up at like 7am everyday!!! arghhh!!! super irritating. bores the crap outta me man!

early wednesday evening

heyyy. its been awhile. life's been pretty boring. nothing much to say. hahaha. just download cs 1.6 last week. shit man, been 2-3years since i last played. hahaha. but okay la, still ain't that bad. fun playing with my own friends though.

been awhile since i went out to catch a movie or something. life's been all bout sleeping, waking up, cs-ing, ride, come back and sleep and the cycle continues. jia lat la konrad! how?! hahahahah.

october 16th please come soon.
oh man, come to think of it, i haven't even attended my napfas yet. hahaha. oh well, pull-up isn't one of my worries anymore. 12 isn't a problem, i could pull 17finally. hahahah. shit man, to think i was struggling to do even 6 in sec4. weak la huh. haha.

oh man, think i should go and ride later, but weather's looking pretty bad. yikes! yeap, i shall end my rants here. ciaoooo!